haven been updating for a short while. i've been spending most of the time TRYING to do hmwk. a few sums of maths per day is actually an achievement to me. ok now you can slap me. hmm other interesting activities include having dinner with SA OG29 (((: haha even though it's still the usual few who appeared, it was still enjoyable. jinghui, wennee, tungni, kel ley, vickland, jake and ME. that's seven of us. went pizza hut and walked out bloated after that. haha. then joyce came along, at 1030pm around there. -.- apparently she was carolling nearby. haha errr, joyce and carolling don't really go together. nvm 'bout that. jake and joyce then found some similarities between themselves and their school lives this year. hmm both haven't been really going to school huh. but it's okie, both are smart enough to get promoted. see the difference between my friends and i? anyway, i think we are going for SA's symbolic move on the 28th. yupps.

christmas eve this year is spent at my ah ma's house as usual. lots of people and lots of good food! hahaha. presents include 2 adidas watches and a bracelet. sad~ when i was young, i used to have tonnes of presents, mostly toys of cos. but sometime ago the adults changed the rules. if an adult has a child, she just have to buy one present for one child (not hers of cos). which means my mum has to buy 2 presents for 2 kids cos there are 2 children (my sis and i) in my family. and one present have to be at least 30 bucks. which effectively means that one child will get at least one present. yupps. my two other presents are from my mum and one other aunt. on christmas day, i went shopping with my parents and my sis at people's park. i bought the most clothes of all. okie la, all for casual wear. still haven't buy clothes for CNY!

sigh~ last week of hols! back to school. i don't want!! sigh sigh sigh~ ajco concert coming. block test coming. prelims coming. As are coming!!! ):

can people pls reply my messages? if not i will think that my phone's spoilt. ok that's not the point.


relishing those moments when hmwk flew out of my mind~

to my wonderful roomie, KHOO EE CHIEN~!
thanks for:
- being so caring thru out the whole beijing trip.
- making the glucose drinks every morning and night. (so aunty la, youuu.)
- lending me one of your third layers so i wouldnt have to freeze to death during the 8 days.
- constantly encouraging me when i crumpled during the rehearsal of the performance of sai ma. (sad~ yea wanna thank the rest of the peeps who encouraged me too.)
- the super super long talk that cost us our precious sleep (truly appreciated).
- encouraging me when we went up chang cheng (sian, why do i seem so weakkk).
- putting up with my nonsense on the bus (especially when you wanted to sleep). ahahaha.
- talking to me these few days abt you-know-what. (k la, thanks to sh also la.)

i guess there are far too many things to be listed down here. haha, we tong gan gong ku-ED together during the trip. we are always the last!! be it for breakfast or for all kinds of sightseeing. (oh actually not really. shaohong and weegin always compete with us to be the last for breakfast. ahahaha.) we had our fair share of fun taking all those funny videos with sh. we also had our fair share of fun at the funny table. and something more meaningful - we found out that we actually have some sorts of similarities (as in character. definitely not the physical looks cos someone so pretty, got BIG EYES. sad~), especially concerning matters of the heart, and we found 2 people who crossed both our paths. it's kinda weird though, how we got closer, only from sec4 till now. haha, but i am glad that the trip helped us forge a closer bond. YEA~ THANKS GIRL (((:


the photos of our trip are below! (:

i don't think i'll be updating on the beijing trip in details. firstly becos i am too lazy (the com hanged just now when i was almost done with my entry.i am extremely pissed!!) and secondly cos i don't think anyone would wanna read my long grandmother stories. since pictures can say many thousand words, there you go!! beijing trip was a BLAST! (((((:


yuqian and i singing on the plane as we leave Singapore (:

yuqian and i at tian an men (:

the chinese army marching towards the flag at tian an men. sooo neat! (:

shaohong and i acting cute at the forbidden city! :p


tsk! shaohong's fingers spoil the pic!

people walking on the frozen lake!

yuqian and i at the tower of the ruins of yuan ming yuan after we completed the maze (:

so carefreeee~

yuqian and i with the super shuai xiao qiang ge~ (((:


kianseng, shaohong, weegin, yuqian and i (clockwise) at yuan ming yuan.

in one of the homes at hutong. the bird's SUPER FAT.

seok, elaine, yeoktheng, me and yuqian at laoshe teahouse! (:

shaohong, zhiwei and yaosheng at the teahouse! (:

the masterpiece of the funny table!! :D

tanbo celebrating wanwan's bdae!! (:

climbing chang cheng's so tough. i was on the verge on tears ): shaohong's at the back.

don't be fooled by those sun rays. it's freaking cold up there!!

group photo at the top of chang cheng (badaling).

at the ice carving exhibition! (:

a close up pic of the ghostly us!

with my horoscope - bunny!

what are those sharp things called? someone tell me pls.

the slide made with ice! super thrilling! (:

kristine tried very hard to take the pic with us.. but..

tanbo with xiao qiang ge~ (:


last day at Beijing Rainbow Hotel.

the view from our room. soooo nicee~

eeeyerrr..

me, yuqian, yeoktheng and kahhoe at the airport.


at beijing international airport. leaving for home le ):

i am missing the trip soooo much. the trip would have been impossible wthout the funny people at the funny table. main people being shaohong, weegin, richie, weiling, kahhoe, yuqian, qiuting and ME. okie i didnt really contribute to any kind of big joke, but still, i hope my presence mattered. ahaha. the trip would have also been impossible without shaohong (yq's and my caring brudder), esp on the climb up and down the Great Wall. the trip would yet again be impossible without ms chua, our mummy! ahahaha.

i will remember sh's oyishineh, will remember how weegin descended down the Great Wall of China using his butt, will remember how his eyes glittered when he saw those green guniang(s), will remember how sh, yq and i got blown off our feet when we went down chang cheng, will remember the experience of performing with the super pro zhongxi school (sigh~), will remember all the co peeps' encouragement for saima, will remember the four xiang chun kids who play yangqin (they really rawk!!), will remember playing on the super thrilling ice slide, will remember dawn's superb skills in slashing the prices of the bags and shoes, will remember all the happy times and try to forget the sad moments. yupps. AJCO UNITED (((:

开始懂了

我竟然没有调头

最残忍那一刻

静静看你走

一点都不像我

原来人会变得温柔

是透澈的懂了

爱情是流动的

不由人的

何必激动着 要理由

相信你只是怕伤害我

不是骗我

很爱过谁会舍得

把我的梦摇醒了

宣布幸福不会来了

用心酸微笑去原谅了

也翻越了

有昨天还是好的

但明天是自己的

开始懂了

快乐是选择

走了就别回来了。你可以把一切欢乐带走，把悲伤留下，让我扛。 我，开始懂了。

-.- i got tagged to do this by bryan!! argh. why must this happen to me? i don't find it fun. ahaha. but so as to not spoil other ppl's fun, i've decided to be nice.

5 random things about myself:

1. i always regret the things i've decided on. not that i like it, but it's becoming a hobby of mine. it's bad, i know. but i don't know how to get rid of this bad hobby (habit). help! -.-

2. i have a dog called nicky. he's not exactly my dog. to be exact, he's my sister's 21st bday present. nicky's a jack russell terrier. but he's becoming a dalmatian soon. that's due to those black pigmentation spots that have seem to appear on his body as the days go by. well, all dogs have pigmentation. but those spots only seem to appear on my dog cos he's kinda furless. nicky supposed to be small, but after drinking milk, he grew and grew and GREW. so he's a big boy now. last thing, nicky dislikes me (hate is too strong a word).

3. i believe practising on an instrument is definitely much easier than studying. in my life, as yet, i have only played 2 instruments - piano and yangqin. although i find practising easy as compared to studying, it doesn't mean i am a pro at these instruments. i stopped piano when i was P2 cos i was stressed (how stressed can a primary 2 student get??). as such, i only learnt piano till Grade3 and have only taken Grade1 exam. that's sad. i regret stopping piano lessons (refer to point 1) , cos i really like the piano alot. so i am still practising some songs once in a while on my piano. if i said i composed 2 songs, would anyone want to pen the lyrics for me? -.- i am still playing the yangqin now and am part of ajco now. yangqin is nice, but i believe i don't have much talent for it. but yangqin gave me the best memories in my whole life, as yet.

4. my life is currently in a mess. i don't know what i want in life. i have no plans, no aims, no targets whatsoever. i am living life as the days pass. sad isn't it. -.0

5. becos i need to type this entry, i just got scolded by my mum for not taking my lunch. why cant i have my lunch in peace?? too bad. to keep this going on, i will have to get 5 other people to do this.

the 5 lucky/unlucky people are:
1. jackson
2. sylvia
3. vickland
4. dy
5. liangying

phew i am done. goodbyeee. it's 3.17pm now btw. the clock's spoilt.

today's entry will be very random. fragmented thoughts- friday's 2C outing. 10 people. but i still enjoyed every single bit of it! talking to the girls, asking rachel weird qns (or so they seem), getting stupidly scared of getting into the kayak, kayaking, witnessing zhoupeng's sleep-on-the-kayak-and-you-will-fall-into-the-sea stint, taking all those photos, chatting at esplanade's rooftop terrace...a simple outing that rocked! compare chatting at the rooftop terrace with 2C guys and the exact same activity with pri sch peeps. sigh- 2C guys really rawk. they are nice, haha and gentlemen. i know no 2C guys will be reading this so it's still okie. don't wanna boost their ego. to rachelpungshi-qi, i really had to ask that qn okie! nvm, i know the baby can only reach his head/ears with his hands. that's a fact. haha no whys. i feel so dumb now. and graciee, pls be nice and leave your link here. and to mavis, am i still biased? haiyoh, i really enjoyed spending time with 2C peeps. YAY~! hopefully the next one in late dec will be a success too. (:

flying on thurs. to beijing. sai4ma3 sai4ma3 sai4ma3 sai4ma3 sai4ma3~! let's just hope nothing goes wrong for that piece. i wanna see snow! finally can see snow after 9 years. (:

i may not seem to care. but i do.